It is a dreary day. The sky is gray and cloudy. It has threatened rain for several hours but the rain hasn’t come. I am taking a rare day off. I am surfing the couch, snacking on home baked cookies, and streaming movies. Though today was meant to be a day without work, I am …
Cancer In The ICU
I swipe my badge and enter the emergency department. As the door swings inward I am met with the typical scene of ER chaos. Patients line the hallways. Emergency medics speed past pushing an immobilized patient on a stretcher. Nurses rush from one curtained room to the next. I head towards a cluster of physicians …
Long Term Investments After Cancer
This morning I walk on the beach but I am not on vacation. I am here to say goodbye to a place I have known and loved since childhood which within three months will be sold and gone forever. I can not say I am happy about this, it is just one more loss on …
Fear of Recurrence After Cancer
Today started peacefully enough, a walk at sunrise, some work in the garden. My mind was quiet as I carefully set up a new solar watering system for the tomato plants. The birds were singing. A light breeze rustled the leaves of the trees. A few butterflies flitted and floated through the yard. I was …