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The Frailty of Wealth

We’ve all done it.  Looked at someone else and wished silently that we had what they have.  Maybe it’s a house in a prestigious neighborhood.  Perhaps a flashy car.  Maybe a boat or an exciting vacation or a way living only possible with a hefty price tag.  Or maybe it’s beauty, health, or freedom.  Whatever …

rainbow over water

I’m OK After Cancer

“Today was a good day,” I think to myself as I pull into my drive way.  It was also a busy day, first as an occupational therapy patient and then as a physician examining patients.  As I walk up the paver path to my front door, wearing scrubs and with protective gear looped over my …

emerald beach

Life Balance After Cancer

I collapse into bed with exhaustion.  This would not be a bad thing if it were 10 o’clock at night but it is 10 o’clock on a Sunday morning and my fatigue is overpowering.  I lay on my back.  My shoulder and back ache from this morning’s activities. I am struggling to maintain life balance …

beach and clouds

Cancer In The ICU

I swipe my badge and enter the emergency department.  As the door swings inward I am met with the typical scene of ER chaos.  Patients line the hallways.  Emergency medics speed past pushing an immobilized patient on a stretcher.  Nurses rush from one curtained room to the next.  I head towards a cluster of physicians …

Gratitude After Cancer

It is just minutes after sunrise.  My sneakers pound the creaky boardwalk suspended above the protected dune habitat.  I hear the waves long before I see them.  As I crest the dunes I am met with a peaceful and beautiful view.  The white sand of the beach stretches out before me.  Golden rays of sun …

waterfall and pool

Job Insecurity After Cancer

I lean back and rub my eyes.  It is 2am and while the rest of the world sleeps, I am monitoring the ICU beds at four different hospitals.  This time of night I am always fighting back drowsiness.  My post cancer body does not like it when routines are disturbed or sleep is lost.  At …